People are afraid to live their lives and they call that healthy. All the tension you have around particular foods you think are bad for you is what’s depleting all your energy and making you miserable. Love what you’re doing, creating, and eating and you’ll be fit. Love supersedes all structures. Look for Grandma in the kitchen or corner bakery because then you know the food has been loved and all will be well.
When your mother curses you it’s the greatest prayer. Therefore, Grandma can be grumpy, but the love and the wisdom are there. You have this part of your psyche too as a woman. It is the no B.S. part, and it holds major wisdom. It’s a very adult feminine power. It’s a mature devouring part of you that is very wise. It’s very important to be able to deal with and respect the grumpy grandma in yourself and others because it holds wisdom, creativity, and power.
The whole process of individuating is that you use the magnetic power of the heart to gather all the fragments of your psyche, patterns, and childhood wounds and pull it back into your heart. The heart is more powerful than 108 Suns. You magnetically pull in all the pieces and lineages in your incarnation and make them whole again. “Let thine I be single.” Reassemble yourself. Become whole in this assemblage point from all the parental programs and cultural conditioning. Bring into the center - the luminous egg - which is the aura. In kundalini science, it is described as activating the whole yogic and physical anatomy (10 bodies, 8 chakras, vayus, elemental forces).
Wrong place, wrong time is an example of the misfiring of the magnetic aura. You may like a little trouble. That is ok but it’s a matter of self-psychology. Graduate from someone else telling you about you. What do you need? If it’s a little risk that gives you energy, then that is what matters. What do YOU need to be more creative, conscious, generous, healthy, and productive? Whatever that thing is, you must identify it. Then figure out a way to be constructive with it rather than destructive. That’s self-psychology. Along the journey certain things will de-magnetize as you pull more into wholeness.
There is the science, art, and technology to becoming whole.
2018 Meditation for Auric Projection (26:59) + the Full Sobagh Kriya: 11-minutes each 5 parts to get a mega dose of prosperity and power (33:38).
