One of the reasons our kundalini yogic mantras work is that they have been set to a certain vibrational frequency. Affirmations can work but they usually amplify the negative side in your own mind. English mantras like "keep up and you will be kept up!" are wholesome but totally true.
The more light you're putting into the earth matrix, the more backlash you will get. It's just normal and something you should be aware of. Keep up and understand that everyone else wants the Age of Light as well, they might just have different opinions about how to get there. We want to get to a place as a human consciousness where we can just discuss things without it being a whole drama or debate.
When you die, you have a few seconds where your life is replayed to your own subconscious. And if you, by the judge of your own subconscious, feel dissonance with what you did, you'll want to come back to reincarnate.
Tune in (20:43) Begin RA MA Global Meditations: Intelligence Meditation and Addiction Meditation.
Begin Yoga with Cat Cow (40:35) followed by a Set that works on the Thyroid and Parathyroid, and the whole Glandular System.